Yesterday went to bbq with the bunch of Tarc college members....the whole paraidise beach is packed with Tarc students...well,some of dem really enjoy it...they take off their shirt and swim,throwing ppl into the sea and have sand war...means basiccally just holding the sand and start throwing ppl....wad really funny for me is that...we go bbq is suppose to be bbq-ing the chickens,sausage and etc....but suddeenly comes out a few boxes of KFC....next we have story telling time...a gang of us sitting near the beach...hearing the sound of the ocean and start telling ghost stories...it was quite spooky...after that i went back earlier den the others cause i have to deal with some problems....in my suprise...it ends sadly...how sad it is i am the onli 1 noe....the thing that remain unknown is i wonder why do these eyes on mine cry....y they treat me as parasite?patronize me?or perhaps..wad they say is true coz i dun even noe how to evaluate myself...keep asking myself...why am i here?does any 1 here appreciate my existance?why even i wan a trust fren to talk about also dint have?
