Monday, September 28, 2009
Went to "toilet bowl" with Ro-zanne and Anna as Ro-zanna coming back from Johore, just 3 of us kinda boring also so ended up loafing around with Anna's car. From town drive to Farlim den Batu Ferringgi...have a break in gurney drive taste some local dishes....half way of that Roz's dad
reach anna house...so we have to sent he back to anna house, due to the boringness, we proceed to old town with ah meng and chris to have come chatting....this goes my Friday...haiz
1:13 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Went to Queensbay watch "the unbelievable" a day before yesterday. Is a small gathering to welcome elaine back as she is having a short holiday during this HARI RAYA. Initially, we went into a japanese restaurant to have our lunch, but the menu showing the food the serve wasn't really that appetising, thus we just embarassly walk out of the restaurant XD. At last, because of lack of choices, we chose "SAKAE". Then, we walked to cinema waiting for the seating, while aeron and ah meng were worring whether they can enter the auditorium or not as they are still 17. The show was nice compared to the series one but siew hoay was closing her eyes all the way....haha
12:17 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Another gathering again, and this time we are going to Coffee Island!participants are Daniel Loh, Jino Lim, Jing Chuen, Nicholas Lai, Kelvin Tan, Siew Hoay, Wilson Low and his companion. (I'm here to make a sincere apology for being late^^ cause before this i went to Macallum night market with Anna and Aeron), about the night market, they finally switch their place under the new block of flat, a more strategic place in my perception. Then, went to Coffee Island for the small gathering. I ordered a bowl of noddles which cost me 6.50 ++ where is no different from the instant noddles at home. Big SWEAT!!! I swear that the picture in the menu looks scrumptious than what i have ordered. Reach home about 2am.
1:43 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Who i really am? sometimes i wonder,i wonder why i am here?is all because i am different from the other normal people that make me have that thinking?i don't think that i demand for that, is because i feel very disgusted for each and every time people make comments, judges, insult and amuse of my personality. Change maybe is the best remedy, but do they know that it take a lot of hardwork to manupulate that?i have tried many times, it just wont works.
Those fellas were lucky cause they were born to be normal and can enjoy normal life, but izit mean that they could just make fun and judge on the abnormals?do they possess the right?the ans is a big NO!They have no right to do that. I know that they are free to talk anything they want, but do they ever consider that if one day, someone related to them have the same destiny of mine, will they be happy and sometimes, those words will indirectly cause him to lose his life. ALL IS BECAUSE OF HUMANS DESCRIMINATION!
I am still wondering is it that i am in the condition where is worse thanthose wearing earing + tight pants and shirts together with the cosmetic where on their face and high heels?izit that i am worse than that??? is a painful experience for me to receive those soring words from an old friend or relatives. I tolerate and tolerate and i did my best to manupulate myself since form 1, but it seems like useless. Is it true that they see no improvements on me at all?
This makes me to have a sorrowful experience and time, but i guess, no one would ever reliase that?being a happy fella is hard. Sometimes i just hope that i can push away those irritated memories, but reality is kill me. I knew that i cant. Is not that i fully restrict to that matter, sometime i really don't mind on the jokes that they made on me, cause i know. If they take me as a joke that will make them laugh and happy, i really don't mine at all cause they are making the situation to become merrier. Of course there is a limit, maybe they don't realise that they have over the limit but it still hurts.
Hurts = dissapointing parents, blaming on why i have that kind of personality, influence surrounding friends and much more. I wonder that izit forgo those friends who humiliated me is a better way to make myself feel better? but i know, that is the act to hide myself from reality so i din't really practice that.
If they are serious on jeopardizing the relation, cause they could be amused by strangers or their friends, just tell me and u can have what you want. I will try my best to clear u from my memory. Just don't try to hammer a nail into my heart will do. I sincerely request for that. I just want to live happily?izit that hard?izit mean that i must overcome my girlish-nity only i am qualify to be happy? Why must u all make it a serious + sensitive topic for that?can u guys just ingore it?
1:39 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Yesterday was a fun loving day, where i can see a day which study and leisure make a well balance. As my accounting paper falls on monday, i made a good moves to study on the 2nd last day not the last day. My destisnation suppose to be "Jing-si shu xuan"(i think the shop name i address like this) but as soon as i open up the front door, not aliens but i saw plenty of early birds occuping the blanks. I stood there stupidly thinking of a question on whether is it the study rate of Malaysia students just reach to a drastic increase?
I have no choice but to advanced to Sunrise Tower Mc Donald, I find myself a window seat. Then, I start my studies with a cup of lemonade beside me. As I am a newbie to accouting, my only choice left to make me pass is just memorising. I don't know how I am gonna memorize but is just the only thing left that within my ability. After hours of studying, the automatic switch of turning my head towards the window just on. I knew that, i am going to start my day dreaming by not doing anything but watching the cars on the streets rustling around. Few minutes later, i resume on what I should do until the clock strikes exaclty on 5.30p.m. I packed my things and proceed to Nagore Place. The intention is just to relax my mind and and store up my drumming stomach. Of course, i am not alone. With the companies named Swee Ming, Mun Yee, Crystalbell, Anna, and Aeron, finally, my stress can be wash away with jokes and laugther.
After the dinner, is time for leisure. The movie " Where got ghost?" just suit our taste. Hilarious scenes are what we are looking for, but it also provided with some dessert that is what we call, scary and spooky scenes. Although we were scared by those scenes, but we managed to laugh out loud after that. That reminds me where the time i am still a innocent + helpless kiddo. On top of that, while waiting for the show to starts, we never miss our chance to play some games at the amusement park(cosmic).
The show finished at 2a.m, after sending Swee Ming back to her sweet home, we went to a coffee shop to take our late supper then went home sleep. Monday is drawing near, the feeling of nervous + happy + sad is gonna reach. I wonder when only I can see a full stop in studying.
11:24 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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