Sunday, November 15, 2009
I think is a very long since i touch my blog. Well, i just get an offer from Gurney Popular for a job, but i am still thinking that whether should i accept it or just reject it?The reason for why i have this ambiguity is because i have been enjoying my life for this total 18 years so i am afraid that it might taken all my leisure time.
I have been looking back to the past. The past is always being a memorable moment for me. I wish i could come into a standstill which can have the happy moment that last eternaly, but it wont happens for sure. Things yet to change from time to time. Today the bond might be very tight and tough but when tomorrow comes, the bond just loosen.
You know, in the real world, there are some things that just don't have a correct answer. That you can't do anything about. There is no way that every person can be happy. This is because happiness corrupts people. They get used to the happiness they 've found, and seek for even more hapiness. They are awfully greedy, that's why people have the emotion called "sadness". Even though they contradict each other.
Can memory just like our CD which can be reversed and start all over again from the beginning? I have been my very best to reversed all my memories, but it failed. Maybe by just following the archetypal like chasing and looks forward to the future is the best remedy to create a better life. There will be fun times but there will also be sad times and even tough times. There will also be times that i'll feel like crying. What may look like misery to others might be actually hapiness for me. Even if i cry, it might actually be from joy. I think everyone feels that sunsets are really lonely, i feel that way to so do you, but if your sunset spend with the one you really like can be very happy. Is sad that i can't really touch you, still, i'm glad that i was able to meet you.
Here is the lyric to share that, hope u all will enjoy it XD
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I had believed that i mature as much as i shed tears,
but i get dizzy from fellings that won't reach.
I felt it and stood still.
Your lips that i saw moved to say goodbye was so sad.
i embraced you so much and it hurts,
asking you to never go away again.
I'm laughing so much at you side,
but i'm still in love with you, and you don't know.
can you see the feelings that i can't put into words?
I stopped the time and waited for you.
All alone, i was searching for you.
Time that i had left behind begins to move.
Even if full of loneliness,
people huddle togther and live on.
I'm accelerating,
and together,
we will continue to accelerate.
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3:25 PM
